i'll be right here waiting for you

K.O

2009-08-29T00:14:00.005+08:00

O.K

Im now K.O

this is specially dedicated to YOU.

coz i know u will read this.

Just wanna tell you.

U hate me ke,

u love ke,

u got no idea with it ke,

speechless ke,

u Dont even Believe it?

its all up to you,

i respect ur decision.

but before u HATE ,

i hope u respect the so-called "secret".

but if u dont ,

okay..u have the right not to respect not to believe

AND

Just continue ur hating.

im K.O now.

kinda speechless coz i THOUGHT , i seriously thought you have a good sense as what i'd mentioned it to you long time ago.

Good sense in terms of ....

i dont know how to explain in words.

its the feeling.

OK OK OK.

my fault. serious shit it is my fault.

all the purposes were shit.

everything is shit.

but u know,

"everything happens for a reason"

eventually,

im speechless.

Im K.O now.

F.O

2009-08-27T22:49:00.003+08:00

ya. maybe u're right..

im always a disobedient child in ur heart.

until 2day.

trustworthy.

is the most basic "element" to build up any relationship.

i wonder why.

i wonder HOW.

how.

how?

how this silly things can be happened.

ah-huh.

i guess since i joined bsm life..u'd actually lost trustworthy towards me..

the relationship is getting worse as days go by.

im not saying that BSM caused all these shitta to be happened.

what i need during that time was ur support. or even any encouragement from u whenever im back.

instead of giving black face. scolding.and talking craps which i nvr wanna concern about.

ok fine dude. somehow i've came through all that.

i nvr wanted you to feel happy with it or watevah. coz its N.O.M.B.

you said it like u do really know me very extremelyyyyyy wellllll.

ah-huh!!

but u NVR. NEVER.

no matter how i explain or what i say when im trying to oppose ur statement.

u nvr sit down n listen with ur HEART. not EARS!

yeah, u did sit down n talk to me. BUT, ur voice projection is always at HIGH KEY.

and the facial expressions are SUCKS.

is the what u called "discussion" or wat so evah?

is this all u want?

"dad" means all these?

FINE!

one word for u!

F. OFF. !

“点到为此”

2009-08-17T13:19:00.002+08:00

hmm..

eventually,

it reminds me all our PAST.

every single process..

sweet? tough moments?

yeah, thats the most precious experience for me..

perhaps u too? haha.. or maybe it was a nightmare for you?

Guess what?

i was reading all the stuffs that happened between both of us.

but the feeling is different from what i feel at the past.

It just hit my heart again but without leaving any "scar"..

should i say thanks god?

or thanks to "TIME"?

the word that u left at the end of the day,

"点到为此"

Maybe i should take ur advice..?

But, u know, i hardly can make it.

haha..

stubborn enough yeah..

this prove that im still who i am.

I Miss You..

2009-07-12T18:31:00.002+08:00

你还是走了我有点不舍
该说点什么
我不是哭了是阳光折射
眼睛也红了颜色
不懂为什么快乐像冰淇淋口中
溶化得特别冲动
不懂为什么树叶染红的时候
就到要分手
Dont, dont go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Dont, dont go away
从来不曾一个人生活
有人分享才值得拥有
我还在听着你写过的歌
留言在部落格
成长的选择没有过预设
像苹果一样青涩
不懂为什么快乐像冰淇淋口中
溶化得特别冲动
不懂为什么树叶染红的时候
就到要分手
Dont, dont go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Dont, dont go away
从来不曾一个人生活
能不能够让时间回头
So dont, dont go away
Dont, dont go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Dont, dont go away
从来不曾一个人生活
有人分享才值得拥有

3years?

It's Ok..

Time flies very fast..

Will be back to normal after 3years..=)

im here. 4 u. =)

Miss You.....

take care...

no questions .

2009-07-08T21:13:00.004+08:00

hmm...how shud i say about it...

i dont know whether YOU will get to read this or not..

i just know, here is the place that i want to express my feelings..

wokay...

get into serious time.

hmm..

wat u said wat u wrote wat u felt ,

trust me, im "terasa" too..

i admit, im not a good "mommy" as i cant do everything or watevah thing for you guys..

im sensitive to "sorry" this word * some1 else does know this..

but its ok when u feel u really nid to say that to me..

i understand n i could feel what u feel in ur heart...chill..

wat is past is past..

wat is past juz let it be sweet memories..

when i was in ur age,

sometimes i was wondering,

am i doing the right thing

am i making the right choice juz for something which outsider think

im WRONG

im CRAZY

im more than enough with it.

watevah the result is, the process is the most precious.

im proud of u ,

u nvr fail with ur responsibilities.

u've done a pretty job son,

juz like wat he said ,

u're great leader,

so no questions no regrets anymore,

rmb wat i always say to u when u r seeking advise?

yeah, rmb that .

not only for this, is the matter in ur life too..

1 month left?

appreciate every single moment with it..

but dont ever neglect ur studies for SPM !

so , ALL THE BEST , SON !

Bloggieeee

2009-06-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

AHem...well, this is my...5th blog if im not mistaken ( already had a number of blogs before this but i managed to get back 1...different passwords made me LOST) haha... so... oh ya, this is my very first blog which goes to public... = ) Due to certain reason and after made up my mind, i'd decided to create a new blog... wee~ * =p

I guess right now every1 is rushing Assignments...HOA heh...hahaha...me too duuh.. =.=

Oh.. happy birthday to CSY , TSS and LCC( not me).!!

Love ya =)

Chaoz.. for a NAP...haha..

chien,

signing off.