A touch of note - by JO shak

Money, is green,
With a ‘$’ as its symbol.
Everybody likes money,
Who doesn’t?
But, has anybody seen real life money?
I have!

Green hair,
Tan skin, sharp eyes,
Big ears that are almost suit for a monkey,
Beautiful hands that are meant for art,
Springy legs that are useful when it is needed for aid,
And a mind that is never at rest.

‘$’ has always been her symbol since 12,
‘Sister Money’ was her nickname.
She was the loan shark of Red Crescent.
But, she is quite bad in doing her job, 
Charging interest on loans is always a ‘no no’ for her,
No wonder she never makes any profit.

Those dark brown eyes, is a mystery to some people.
They can be twinkling and shining when she is psycho;
Dark and frightening when she is angry and suppressing her anger;
Lots of stories to tell when she is restless;
Soft, soothing and assuring when she is consoling people;
And full of mystery when she is deep in her thoughts.

Her life’s slogan – 
The quality of the merchandise is measured by its price.
You can see it in the way she manages her work.
She has high demands and expectations, always aiming for the best.
But sometimes, because of wanting the best,
She doesn’t know what she really wants.

I’m not someone who understands her well,
And she knows this more than anybody else.
I hope and pray, that 
She’ll be a successful multimedia and advertisement designer someday,
And of course, earn a plentiful of money.
In short, I hope that she will be a successful person in life.

But, I have a request from you, my dear.
Can you remember, that
While you are on your way to your destination,
To always put the element of nature in your work?
If you do, I will be very happy with you.
God bless you, darling.

O.K
Im now K.O

this is specially dedicated to YOU.
coz i know u will read this.

Just wanna tell you.
U hate me ke,
u love ke,
u got no idea with it ke,
Or
speechless ke,
OR
u Dont even Believe it?

its all up to you,
i respect ur decision.
but before u HATE ,
i hope u respect the so-called "secret".
but if u dont ,
okay..u have the right not to respect not to believe 
AND 
Just continue ur hating.

im K.O now.
kinda speechless coz i THOUGHT , i seriously thought you have a good sense as what i'd mentioned it to you long time ago.
Good sense in terms of ....
i dont know how to explain in words.
its the feeling.

OK OK OK.
my fault. serious shit it is my fault. 
all the purposes were shit.
everything is shit.
but u know,
"everything happens for a reason"

eventually,
im speechless.
Im K.O now. 




ya. maybe u're right..
im always a disobedient child in ur heart.
until 2day.
trustworthy.
is the most basic "element" to build up any relationship.
i wonder why.
i wonder HOW.
how.
how?
how this silly things can be happened.
ah-huh.
i guess since i joined bsm life..u'd actually lost trustworthy towards me..
the relationship is getting worse as days go by.
im not saying that BSM caused all these shitta to be happened.
what i need during that time was ur support. or even any encouragement from u whenever im back.
instead of giving black face. scolding.and talking craps which i nvr wanna concern about.
ok fine dude. somehow i've came through all that.
i nvr wanted you to feel happy with it or watevah. coz its N.O.M.B.

you said it like u do really know me very extremelyyyyyy wellllll.
ah-huh!!
but u NVR. NEVER.
no matter how i explain or what i say when im trying to oppose ur statement.
u nvr sit down n listen with ur HEART. not EARS!
yeah, u did sit down n talk to me. BUT, ur voice projection is always at HIGH KEY.
and the facial expressions are SUCKS. 
is the what u called "discussion" or wat so evah? 
is this all u want?

"dad" means all these?





FINE!
one word for u!
F. OFF. !

hmm..
eventually,
it reminds me all our PAST.
every single process..
sweet? tough moments?
yeah, thats the most precious experience for me..
perhaps u too? haha.. or maybe it was a nightmare for you? 

Guess what?
i was reading all the stuffs that happened between both of us.
but the feeling is different from what i feel at the past.
It just hit my heart again but without leaving any "scar"..

should i say thanks god?
or thanks to "TIME"?






the word that u left at the end of the day,
"点到为此"

Maybe i should take ur advice..?
But, u know, i hardly can make it. 
haha..
stubborn enough yeah..
this prove that im still who i am. 

你还是了 我有点不舍 
该说点什么 
我不是哭了 是阳光折射 
眼睛也 红了颜色 
不懂 为什么快乐 像冰淇淋 口中 
溶化得 特别 冲动 
不懂 为什么树叶 染红的时候 
就到要分手 
Dont, dont go away 
我还舍不得 你不要 
Dont, dont go away 
从来不曾一个人 生活 
有人分享才值得 拥有 
我还在听着 你写过的歌 
留言在部落格 
成长的选择 没有过预设 
像苹果 一样青涩 
不懂 为什么快乐 像冰淇淋 口中 
溶化得 特别 冲动 
不懂 为什么树叶 染红的时候 
就到要分手 
Dont, dont go away 
我还舍不得 你不要 
Dont, dont go away 
从来不曾一个人 生活 
能不能够 让时间回头 
So dont, dont go away 
Dont, dont go away 
我还舍不得 你不要 
Dont, dont go away 
从来不曾一个人 生活 
有人分享才值得 拥有 


3years? 
It's Ok..
Time flies very fast..
Will be back to normal after 3years..=)
im here. 4 u. =)
Miss You.....
n
take care...

hmm...how shud i say about it...
i dont know whether YOU will get to read this or not..
i just know, here is the place that i want to express my feelings..
wokay...

get into serious time. 
hmm..
wat u said wat u wrote wat u felt ,
trust me, im "terasa" too..
i admit, im not a good "mommy" as i cant do everything or watevah thing for you guys..
im sensitive to "sorry" this word * some1 else does know this..
but its ok when u feel u really nid to say that to me..
i understand n i could feel what u feel in ur heart...chill..
wat is past is past..
wat is past juz let it be sweet memories..

when i was in ur age,
sometimes i was wondering, 
am i doing the right thing 
or
am i making the right choice juz for something which outsider think 
im WRONG
im CRAZY
im more than enough with it.

watevah the result is, the process is the most precious.

im proud of u ,
u nvr fail with ur responsibilities. 
u've done a pretty job son,
juz like wat he said ,
u're great leader,
so no questions no regrets anymore,
rmb wat i always say to u when u r seeking advise?
yeah, rmb that .
not only for this, is the matter in ur life too..

1 month left?
appreciate every single moment with it..
but dont ever neglect ur studies for SPM !

so , ALL THE BEST , SON !

AHem...well, this is my...5th blog if im not mistaken ( already had a number of blogs before this but i managed to get back 1...different passwords made me LOST) haha... so... oh ya, this is my very first blog which goes to public... = ) Due to certain reason and after made up my mind, i'd decided to create a new blog... wee~ * =p

I guess right now every1 is rushing Assignments...HOA heh...hahaha...me too duuh.. =.=

Oh.. happy birthday to CSY , TSS and LCC( not me).!! 
Love ya =)


Chaoz.. for a NAP...haha.. 

chien,
signing off.

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